//i just want something simple. thats all.

Monday, September 26, 2005

this is the last.

im saying goodbye.


`she wrote this at 11:47 PM

Sunday, September 25, 2005

attachment tmrw at sgh again.
think its a oncology ward this time ward.
sue said this time there may be alots of packing to do.
goodness.

didn't do much today. kinda just to rest and let my body get all engined up.
hahas.
mom cooked a scrumptious lunch. clement, royce and aunt jen came.

practically took a nap for the whole of the afternoon. darn tired i tell you.
went to the hospital to visit grandma again.
had no appetide to eat. so while the rest went dwn to eat dinner, i bought tau huey and soya bean milk with pearls for myself and granny.

went back up and fed her her oats and the beancurd.
slowly drank my soyabean milk while watching others. hurrr.

waited for the rest to come back. stayed a lil while longer then accompanied mom to novena square. replenished my liners. bought a pair of shoe from bata.

just got home. darn tired.
exam time table are coming out tmrw. kill me man.
and theres one more presentation coming up soon.

patients education. and its a 10 min solo presentation. shoot me in the butt man.

aiirights. time to retire to bed.
bye
-
that funny feeling i had in the tummy early this afternoon. i realize actually it wasn't something nice.
what could it be. my imagination ran wild. but i hope it wasn't what i was thinking.
but then again.
sometimes we wonder why things happen when they do. and the only way is to just accept it.
i just hope its not what i think it is.
only when i hear from you tonight, then can only the butterflies settle in my tummy peacefully.


`she wrote this at 10:22 PM

big hello. :)

22.09.05:
went to school. finally finished up our HIM project. woots.
went home after school. bathed, changed and left the house.
trained to potong pasir with sam and nic after their work.
gonna crash at sam's godma place from thurs to sat. her godma moved out. so the house has no one staying. so she loaned us the place for 3 days. :))

had macs for dinner. then got ready for momo's party. selling tickets this time so had to leave early.
took the cab to momo. it was pack i tell you. so many people man. saw so many peeps that we havent seen in a long time.

everything was so screwed up after. the tables and all. and it was madness inside. can't even move man. finally the partyy only started for us at the later part. the partyy ended ard 3.30am. and poor sam got so high.

we cabbed back to potong pasir after. i had to bathe her. omg.
hahas. it was rather funny actually. :D
put her to bed then went to sleep on the couch. forced nic to take the other room.

talked to kho before sleeping. and finally i could fall asleep.

23.09.05:
woke up at around 10 plus in the morning. sam was the last to get up. willie went to buy breakfast for us. spent the day slacking around. shiokedelic to have an empty house to ourselves but the mess was utterly terrible. HAHA.
look: this is what u get when u put 6 teens in a house w/o any parents. haaaa.

tony came ard in the afternoon. my whole body felt so terrible after that. throat hurts so much from all the shouting. nose was dribbling non stop with mucus. urgh.
took a nappie till evening. willie bought us dinner.

i did a lil laundry. helped sam clean up the house a lil. was a tad too messy for comfort. hahas.
last min plans on going to blacks.
OMG man.
body wasn't feeling too good. but no choice. went along.
saw viv and su. but i didn't see CANDYY. where were you woman?? hahas. su said u were on the dance floor.
ooo. got to see viv's special someone and i got a tad too excited for her. ahahs.
spent the whole time just sitting at members. didn't move much. was too tired man.
nic was so high. finally i decided it was time for her to go home.
told sam we were leaving first and we'll meet back at the house later on.

cabbed back with nic and willie. the two were so high man. hahas.
after we alighted the cab. both were sprawling all over the ground.
didn't know what to do at first. let both of them puke all they want. hehhhhh.
finally had to heave nic up. SHES NOT LIGHT MAN. hahas.
told willie to get up too.

stripped her in bed and changed her.
went back to cleaning up the house while the rest came back. tony, sam and calvyn were back ard 4 something i think.
went to bathe. then slacked on the couch. talked to kho again before sleeping.
and darrling baby shaun came into this world on the 24.09.05. :D adorable sweetpea.

24.09.05:
woke up at 8am. went to try waking the others up. but obviously no one budged so i went back to sleep. hur.
finally nic got up and she decided to take MC. my flu and throat was worsening.
she took the MC while i took the medication. hahas.

ordered macs for lunch and macs screwed our order up. tony left first. then followed by sam and cal cos they had work.
nic, willie and i cleaned up the house and left.
napped at home just now.
kho called numerous times to check on how i was. thanks.

went to TTSH to visit grandma. she got warded in :(
fed her oats.
went to boon tong kee for dinner after. or nee was gooooooooood. :)

kho told me the concert at crown was a huge sucess. the back up dancers were hot and good looking. thanks for telling me. sniff.
ed chen was there too he said. but he didn't recog him. HAAAA. bum.

tues clubbing at newsroom bar.
thurs clubbing at club momo.
fri clubbing at chinablack.
and what do you get?

a bloody sick cow.

but the time spent with my darlings. simply wonderful. :)
love you girls.


`she wrote this at 11:25 AM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

PartyRevelation@ClubMomo on 22nd Sept Thursday!!
Venue: ClubMomo(Central Mall) Party from 9pmtill 4am in morning!!!!
Music : Rnb Top40s whole nite long!!
Promo : One for one whole nite!!(housepour & beer)
MinAge: 18 for both Guys and Ladies!!!
Tickets : $14 for bother Guys and Ladies

This will be one of the biggest party of the year

Rnb top40s spinning
drink going at one for one whole nite long
There is Something to be Revealed that nite , so be there for the revelation...!!!


`she wrote this at 9:47 PM

heh. the newsroom party was so so only la ytd.
besides that idiot condom mascot. everything was fine. :))
i have like so many lubricants and nic has condoms. heh.

newsroom


left the party ard 2.45am i think. got home at 3am.
plonked into bed straightaway after bathing.
but couldn't sleep somehow.
mind was full of shit. and finally after calling kho, i managed to fall asleep at ard 4.30.

woke up at 10. slowly arranged all the stuffs for school.
went for bio lec for 2 hours. then had HIM meeting after.

left school ard 4 oddish. thought it was gonna rain heavily.
but not even a drop came down since i got home. -.-

managed to do some stuff.
need to go pack the things needed for tmrw.

woots. friday's another self-proclaimed off day for meeeeee.
hurhur.

oh yeah. tmrw's party.
its at club momo.
come people.
same thing, call sam, nic or me if u are. :)

-

jol: woah. tues, thurs, fri and sat. clubbing all the way.
are you crazy?! hahas. im going dead broke. i need a sugar daddy. u provide one for me to pay for me and i'll be at mdm wongs. hahas. i dont know when's my holidays la.
i think november? MY FINALS NOT EVEN HERE YET.
crapshit.
hahaaaas. SEE YOU TMRW AT MOMO's. :))


`she wrote this at 9:38 PM

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

i made my own salad today. i think nic's the one who got me into doing it too. hahas.
woke up early, and started preparing for my salad and..
TADAH!!
melly's chef salad. :))

doesn't it look yummy. i think it does la. and it taste damn bloody good too considering its my first time.
hur.

i am so proudddddd.

today's another self-proclaimed school holiday. slacked ard at home.
watched elf on the vcd.
rather nice actually. funny too.

just took a short nappie. changed too. gonna go out soon.
gonna pick nic and sam up later then heading dwn to newsroom.

BYEBYE


`she wrote this at 5:45 PM

Monday, September 19, 2005

TUESDAY, 20TH SEPT 2005 @NEWSROOM BAR
GUEST DJ SPINNING R&B+HIPHOP ALL NIGHT LONG!!
DRINKS GOING FOR ONE-FOR-ONE
FREE CONDOMS (STRAWBERRY FLAVA) GIVEN OUT AND BE THE 1ST 300 GIRLS AND RECEIVE FREE CLEO MAGAZINE

PRESALE TICKETS @$16 INCLUSIVE OF ONE STANDARD DRINK

LIKE WHAT YOU SEE?
EXCITED AT WHAT YOUR HEAR?
THEN COME PARTY HEARTY WITH US IN YOUR STAND FOR ACTION AGAINST AIDS!
HOT PARTIES CAN NEVER BE SAFER

DRESS TO IMPRESS AND GET SPOTTED BY THE MEDIA AND BE CAUGHT BY THE VIDEO CREW!!


`she wrote this at 11:36 PM

sleep at 4am this morning and woke up 7.30am to continue studying for bio.
when the alarm clock rang, i felt like as if i didn't sleep at all.
urgh. irritating.

test started at 10am. ahhhh.
all i can say is that, just let me pass. thats all im asking for man.
D. just a D will be fine.
im not asking for more.
heh.

had school till 6pm.
finally its the last lesson of National Education. thank god man. but for the first time in NE's class i've not fell asleep. prolly cos its not mdm wong this time round. hur. its some ex prison officer lecturer. woots.

mom came and fetched me home.
she bought so many eats from NTUC. ahhhh.
:))

she cooked dinner. yu pian tang, steamed pork balls and bittergourg with eggs and prawns. YUMS.
i love bittergourd. but i abhor the juice.

nic came by for a while just now to dig my cupboard. and she just left to meet guomeng feeling satisfied. hahas.
tmrw's another self-proclaimed no school day.

and tmrw night.
hoho. party.
come people. read the details after this post. call me, sam or nic if u're coming.

:D


`she wrote this at 11:24 PM

Sunday, September 18, 2005

SLEEP was simply wonderful last night. :))
so the camomile tea works. heh.

its rose off day today.
got up, bathe and made the bed.
changed then left with mom to waterloo street temple to pray.
since it was raining we decided to shop ard OG while waiting for the rain to stop.
BAD DECISION.
ended up buying a skirt, a cheongsam top, a babydoll and a pants.
wa lao. burned a hole in mom's pocket. hahas.
owells. but THANK YOU MOTHER. :)) <3

headed to grandpa's after.
supposed to be there for a while only. but mom ended up wanting to stay for dinner.
she cooked fried fish slice beehoon soup for dinner. added with hell lotsa chilli padi.
man. it was doubly shiokedelic. hurrrr.

just got home. i need to start studying for bio.
its at 10am tmrw. only another 13 more hours to go. im so dead. i need to burn the midnight oil.

im outta here.
ciao.

-

sam: what?! u dream that i was a hammie? hahas. was it adorable first? if it was then i wont take it that it was a nightmare la. can't wait to see u on tues and thurs. newsroom and momo. (check her page for details! ) :)) LOVE YOU DARRLING.

-

im so sick and tired. just leave me alone.


`she wrote this at 9:04 PM

Saturday, September 17, 2005

woots.
for the first in ages. the feeling of getting high and tipsy wasn't there. ehheheh. nic was a lil thou.

and how embarassing man. we had like that $1000 HUGE bottle of drink. was it chivas? i can't remember. 2 shots of sex on the beach each. one lychee martini, shots of chivas nick, and one flaming lambougini each.
then the podium we headed. omg. was dancing with nic when i think she lost control or something, she lean so hard onto me till i lost my balance and we both fell off the podium.
OMG. pai sey man. hahas.

sam darrling left early with tony.
nic and i stayed on with wilson and zach.
left ard 3 oddish i think. headed to macs for supper. zach couldn't leave early so wilson, nic and i left first after supper. saw guomeng in his siam supper club shirt. hahas. woots.

cabbed home. and the whole time we were talking about LATEX RUBBER.
understand? if not you're dumb. heh. hahas.

reached home ard 4 oddish. and conked off to bed.
woke up at 9 oddish in the morn. accompanied lina, mom, uncle rog to being grover to the vets. got his microchip and heartworm jabb.
went to sebastians for lunch. had mushroom soup and beef in red wine stew with mashed potatos. woots. yummy balls.
lunch total = $170.
vaccination for grover plus lunch = $300.
there's a big hole in uncle rog's pocket. hurhur.

went home. napped for a while.
then got up, and changed to leave for grandpa's.
celebrated mooncake festival.
SO HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL Y'ALL! :D

ate and ate again. lanterns everywhere. sparkles everywhere.
:))
had camomile tea instead of the trad chinese tea this time. its supposed to help you sleep wonderfully. i need that man. HAHA.

just got home not long ago only.
there's a bio prac paper on monday. double shits.
i have yet to start. i need to start tmrw.
AH.

nights all.


`she wrote this at 11:59 PM

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